Ahad, 29 Mei 2011

Unlocked the DARKNESS...feel the CALMNESS!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
First of all, di'dedicate'kan for Him, Allah Azza wa Jalla...Biiznillah. Because of His kindness, we're here in Islam, in healthiness, and Barakatuh! ~Alhamdulillah~
 In achieving the highest level of everybody's wishes...Mardhatillah
When we did something, Feels that it is enough?
Thought that you're not the black sheep mentioned to be replied?
Surely sure you're the person on the top?
And you'll never be at the bottom someday?




WHICH CRYING TYPE DID U MOST?

In The Name of The Most Powerful...
~ To apply for against any disruption from Syaitan Laknatullah ~
 wondering why? 
the answer was there, in ourselves!
all days before, we always tried our best 
make sure that yesterdays mistakes will not be twice today
sometimes we are so eager to do new things in our 'amal'
 order to be The Best Servant
 
realize or not?
we are here in the most perfect path
but why can't we get the happiness,
right here...deep in our heart
nothing sounds calmness...
always such there was a war hiding
never ending...
such there will be no end!


JEALOUS! 
To see others with their happiness
To see peoples with no problems
To see easily be friendly together
To see smile of statisfication
why I've never feel that?

IT'S TIME FOR REVENGE!
Is there was no more opportunity for me?
WHAT I'VE DONE
through all this, am I just seeking for the hope

NEVER CRIES EASILY, TRIES TO SAY SOMETHING FIRST!
I'm sorry...
I've never feel statistfied
I've hate to see others happiness without me beside them
I always blame people around me
I've never 'istiqamah' in my 'amal'
I can't make others be friend with me
I can't understand them well
I wondered why they hard to accept me as myself
I am just like a person in two different deminsion

trying to achieve is not enough
we together have to throw out all bad-heart-says
STOP ALL...prejudice, bad-sights, traduce, worries
it were all evil-whispers!
SADNESS SUCH A JAIL IN OUR HEART, LET IT GO!
always reminds ourselves...
don't easily judge other people
don't easily say about others weakness
don't think too much
REMEMBER! what you give, you get back!

" Truly, whereas remember Allah our heart become such paradise..."

CALMNESS...CAN YOU FEEL IT?
~ O, Allah... we raise our hands, humiliate our heart, count on You...for Your Blesses, Kindness! O, Allah...The Most Powerful, please throw all this darkness from my heart, please full the emptiness of my heart with Your love! ~

~HEY YOU! STOP ALL! If there still a dark dot on your heart, there still no light will enter your heart! REMEMBER ALLAH ALWAYS!~
YA RABBI...YA RABBI...

Jumaat, 27 Mei 2011

Ukhwah Bertaut di Kem PRS :)


بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

For the first time....saya pergi Kem PRS peringkat SBP Zon Tengah...
Bertempat di Kem Mega Krystal, Kuala Selangor...
26-28 April 2011
Bersama 8 orang PRS F4 SEMASHUR yang lain...

Di kem tersebut..berkumpullah segala angkatan PRS SBP Zon Tengah
spt; SEMASHUR, SEPINTAR, SAS, ASIS, SESERI, SSP, KISAS, INTERGOMB,
INTERSABER, SMAPKAJANG, SMSS, KUSES....

Seperti biasa, debaran memang tak dapat dielakkan..he5
Saya dimasukkan ke Group 9 setelah undian adil telah dilakukan
Setiap group diberi nama ikut universiti tempatan...
GROUP 9; UTM!

GROUP saya...terdiri daripada..=)
= Fasi; Mr. Shanon
~ Rohaizat-SEMASHUR
~ Baihaqi- ASIS
~ Zaki@Roy- INTERGOMB
~ Alif- KISAS
~ SAS- ?
~ SMAPK- ?
~Farhani@ Froz- KISAS
~ Zaidatul@ Opah- SEPINTAR
~Syakirah@ Syakie- SSP
~ Amalina@ Amal DC- INTERGOMB
~ Zarith Sofia@ Peah- SESERI
~ Amirah@ saya!- SEMASHUR

= Dua orang budak laki SAS ngan SMAPK tu..terlupa lah namenya....Asif, jiddan =

Nasib baik ni bukan kem jati diri...kalau tak, habis kena pulun ontime giler...so, di Kem Kejurulatihan ni, kami didedahkan dengan pelbagai perkongsian ilmu berkenaan aktiviti PRS..
Know what? seems like boring...tapi alhamdulillah, seronok sangat..plus, kitorang siap diberi Kuliah Maghrib and Kuliah Subuh sekali...


Ukhwah Bertaut di Kem PRS

         SEMASHUR arrived paling lambat. Kitorang tak dapat dorm lagi, same la dengan SEPINTAR...Alhamdulillah, dormmate montok gler..ngan Farzana and Aina,SEPINTAR. Mujurlah, kami dalam kalangan PRS, semua mudah nak beramah mesra, sporting, memang superb la!

        Masa malam first, dahla dorm ber-air cond...galak masing2 bercerita pengalaman and sekolah sendiri. Banyak gak share cerita ngan Aina pasal SEPINTAR. Cerita pasal masalah hati ke hati pon same...hu5..tup2 esoknya ..bangun lambat! padan muko eden ni ha!

        Dipertanggungjawabkan sebagai AJK Makanan...memang seronok. Kitorang kene basuh pinggan sendiri, dewan makan muslimin dan muslimat pon diasingkan. Boleh la kami dalam group tu share cerita, rapatkan ukhwah sesame sendiri. Setiap pagi dihidangkan dengan senaman yang mengasyikkan! Macam2 tarian yang kami belajar. Even just a simple exercise, boleh la sweat yang dikeluarkan...hu5!

        
          Nak cakap pasal ukhwah...seronok bile share pengalaman dengan Farhani from KISAS. Dengan muslimat KISAS yang lain, cam excited semacam jer, cause sodiqoti ade sorang kat sane...Besides, dalam group sendiri pun, rasa puas sebab dapat peluang meluahkan rasa hati dalam mane2 topics yang kami discussed. Alhamdulillah...

Dah Nak Balik SEMASHUR!

       Bas SEMASHUR dijangka tiba sedikit lambat. Masa yang ada dimanfaatkan untuk last sayings dengan sodiqot PRS. Mule lah lepak2 sekejap depan surau...dengan students SESERI n KISAS. Tak dilupakan, to make sure always keep in touch...nombor n YM ke FB ke dari PRS. Tapi, paling sedih mase muslimat KISAS balik la...whua5! La Tahzan! Siap tata titi tutu lagi, sampai van diorang hilang dari eye sight. 

      The most beloved friends, Syakie-SSP, Farhani-KISAS, AmalDC-INTERGOMB, AINA-SEPINTAR, Zaidatul-SEPINTAR, Sofea-SESERI....dan lelain lagi...meskipun nama tak melekat di cerebellum, namun wajah antum, jika ku tatap sekali lagi...pasti tersemat melekat di qolbi! Biiznillah!

UKHWAH FILLAH ABADAN ABADA!
JAZAKALLAH KHOIRON KATHIRO!
UHIBBUKUM FILLAH!
BARAKALLAHU LAKUM... =)